NOW, this seems a too typical a word and an antithesis of what my previous views were but I still stand by the fact that it really is the most divine feeling in the universe. Even though it is, now I really want a break from experiencing this. For a simple reason that I experienced, gave,shared my feelings, I just made a mistake of expecting the same. You can only show your own emotions bt cant have the other person feel the same for you.
Where do I differ in my views of it now??? Now I feel I do not want to go through any agony and disappointment regarding it. It hurts when you come to know it was so easy for the other person to move on over you and it was just a matter of telling you he/she has moved on. You try finding out ways of letting her know how much you lovd the person, how difficult it is for you without her, how much u r missing her and when she comes to know ur still trying, she fires you for trying to do that. Ya may be it was easy for them to sink in the situation, for a person getting the shock ITS NOT.
Your mind constantly thinks of the person and imagines what would she be doing...would it be the same for her as well. Wouldn't it be difficult for her as well. It makes you weep thinking of her crying for you(probably)?????
but when you come to know its not what shes going thru and now u dont matter a percent in her life, you just want to throw anything that ur eyes can possibly see. You just cant bear the humiliation. It was the same person who loved u doing idiotic things like trying 2 talk to her thru her friends bt now ur blasted if u do that.
But that will slowly sink into u and u move on. Am a positive person and instead of crying over what I didnt have I searched out what can I get from this. Well what did I get???I rediscoverd myself whole BRAND NEW. The changes you go thru again makes you feel like a new person. Suddenly the arrogance in u goes away and u feel for ppl. U wud love urself the most after all this and this is the best time to do some thing for urself. and when u r into doing that thing...being confident, YOU Still SHOULDN'T STOP EXPECTING(lolZ!!) You can always expect the person to cry and regret that they left you cause you are GREATNESS IN THE MAKING..oh they missed on yoU!! Believe me they will, just if you know you are the best. YOU LOVE YOURSELF...and love attracts love!!
its like SOME WILL SOME WON"T SO WHAT SOMEONE ELSE IS WAITING!!!
and love still remains the most divine feeling in the universe...
LOVE- Bhavesh Dodi(y)a
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