Till the time comes...

It’s that time of life when people around me are so desperately seeking girls and trying to find that ultimate life mate. Some fellow pals who have lost their so called eligible partner are busy quoting love quotes, and how unfair the world is, how ruthlessly their feelings were played with. A friend of mine who has just got into a relationship thinks this is it and he can do anything in this world for the girl of his life, while another friend is considering getting intimate with his lass. God, the world around me surrounds with the echoes of wooing each other and playing mind games to impress and have the hottest chick by your side.

Being as honest as I can, the vulnerable heart that god has blessed me with as well, the need of love always has managed to creep in. Confession time says that love is the most blissful feeling god has ever created, and that sometime being mushy is what wooing a girl takes. I’m not good at all that and my idea of getting a girl kind of seems gloomy. Not because I think am not good or I don’t know what to talk to them but because the amount of time, amount of emotions that one has to display is out of my expression dictionaries. The dedication that one has to show to prove that yes I’m serious about the bloody two week old relationship is something that needs to be seriously put into quantum physics. Trust me even if 50% of this dedication and determination went to that, no one in my college would score less than 70percentile (read things that you’re supposed to do).

As someone who reads this, me included, the point that the writer’s trying to put across can never be justified. And while putting this one up every line that I write is coming out of a lot of combating my own need of being on the other side of the fence. It’s just an effort to someone who thinks as incompetent as me. My best friend says that it’s high time that I get into a relationship and find a girl. I’m often nagged about the progress I made on the new girl I was talking to the other day. I mean I don’t like her and I don’t think of her as a potential girl friend. I just know when that thing has to happen it’ll, till then I can see around. Getting up at 6.30am sharp without your parents trying to pull you out and scream into your ears to get up is way too satisfying at least as of now. The low phone bills at the end of the month, two movies a week, one Budweiser beer every Saturday night is out of this worrrlddddddd. The only benefit to all this is that when that so difficult to find girl actually comes, the rebel in you is just born. The voice boxes in you can shout like no damn person ever has. And trust me after all that freaking things you had gone through and the criticism of being incompetent to get the love of your life goes out, you’ll be outer space without even a spark of ignition. This euphoria of triumph and getting the love of your life after so much of toiling is beyond my capabilities as a writer. I can feel my hairs standing up with exuberance and I can feel that happening to me.

It’s just about that belief and yes I know that is difficult to do when your last girlfriend gave up on you saying you were too difficult to understand but get that fixed- NO NOT YOURSELF, YOUR Ex-Girlfriend DUDE. She freaking doesn’t know what she’s just missed.
I’m not difficult and nor did I ever change as a person, you just didn’t love me enough. And please don’t be friends with me, I am not going to give you that chance of being forgiven and forgotten. You did something wrong and I can’t let it go so easily. Reading out all this aloud gives me a kick and someday when I have my girl around me and the fruits of the efforts I put in when I didn’t have one(relates to quantum physics and getting up early..lol) in terms of wealth or career or music or anything I was supposed to, I wouldn’t want anything else. Yeah that time I might have surely forgotten and for a change forgiven as well.

So till that freaking good time comes, PEACE!


PS: Any co-incidence or resemblance to any person living/dead is purely co-incidental. This is a work of pure genius and not fictional. You may assumes your reasons of vengeance(lolz)