You realize the importance of things when u don't have them. I realized my love for my city in just two days out here in Surat.
The place is awesome, spaced out, no traffics, no pollution, no smoke, no cluster, no people(mean less ppl). Everything here works at its own pace. "hua toh hua nai toh kal ho jaayega"
I mean how can u let things happen and this was just that i didn't like about the place. Everything was allowed to happen.
Mumbai makes things happen and if you don't join the things you are out. I think that's where i missed my city the most. The access to anything easily, the habit of having things, the LETS DO IT attitude here in the ppl. And yes also the food. I mean literally if I had no relatives there i wonder where woud I have had my food there. No hotels, no vada-pav, nuin. That was because i was on the village side but still MY CITY ROX, ppl here are great and i feel out of words expressing the feelings and my love for "OUR GREAT CITY MUMBAI"
January 22, 2008
January 12, 2008
Love - My views on it NOW!!
NOW, this seems a too typical a word and an antithesis of what my previous views were but I still stand by the fact that it really is the most divine feeling in the universe. Even though it is, now I really want a break from experiencing this. For a simple reason that I experienced, gave,shared my feelings, I just made a mistake of expecting the same. You can only show your own emotions bt cant have the other person feel the same for you.
Where do I differ in my views of it now??? Now I feel I do not want to go through any agony and disappointment regarding it. It hurts when you come to know it was so easy for the other person to move on over you and it was just a matter of telling you he/she has moved on. You try finding out ways of letting her know how much you lovd the person, how difficult it is for you without her, how much u r missing her and when she comes to know ur still trying, she fires you for trying to do that. Ya may be it was easy for them to sink in the situation, for a person getting the shock ITS NOT.
Your mind constantly thinks of the person and imagines what would she be doing...would it be the same for her as well. Wouldn't it be difficult for her as well. It makes you weep thinking of her crying for you(probably)?????
but when you come to know its not what shes going thru and now u dont matter a percent in her life, you just want to throw anything that ur eyes can possibly see. You just cant bear the humiliation. It was the same person who loved u doing idiotic things like trying 2 talk to her thru her friends bt now ur blasted if u do that.
But that will slowly sink into u and u move on. Am a positive person and instead of crying over what I didnt have I searched out what can I get from this. Well what did I get???I rediscoverd myself whole BRAND NEW. The changes you go thru again makes you feel like a new person. Suddenly the arrogance in u goes away and u feel for ppl. U wud love urself the most after all this and this is the best time to do some thing for urself. and when u r into doing that thing...being confident, YOU Still SHOULDN'T STOP EXPECTING(lolZ!!) You can always expect the person to cry and regret that they left you cause you are GREATNESS IN THE MAKING..oh they missed on yoU!! Believe me they will, just if you know you are the best. YOU LOVE YOURSELF...and love attracts love!!
its like SOME WILL SOME WON"T SO WHAT SOMEONE ELSE IS WAITING!!!
and love still remains the most divine feeling in the universe...
LOVE- Bhavesh Dodi(y)a
Where do I differ in my views of it now??? Now I feel I do not want to go through any agony and disappointment regarding it. It hurts when you come to know it was so easy for the other person to move on over you and it was just a matter of telling you he/she has moved on. You try finding out ways of letting her know how much you lovd the person, how difficult it is for you without her, how much u r missing her and when she comes to know ur still trying, she fires you for trying to do that. Ya may be it was easy for them to sink in the situation, for a person getting the shock ITS NOT.
Your mind constantly thinks of the person and imagines what would she be doing...would it be the same for her as well. Wouldn't it be difficult for her as well. It makes you weep thinking of her crying for you(probably)?????
but when you come to know its not what shes going thru and now u dont matter a percent in her life, you just want to throw anything that ur eyes can possibly see. You just cant bear the humiliation. It was the same person who loved u doing idiotic things like trying 2 talk to her thru her friends bt now ur blasted if u do that.
But that will slowly sink into u and u move on. Am a positive person and instead of crying over what I didnt have I searched out what can I get from this. Well what did I get???I rediscoverd myself whole BRAND NEW. The changes you go thru again makes you feel like a new person. Suddenly the arrogance in u goes away and u feel for ppl. U wud love urself the most after all this and this is the best time to do some thing for urself. and when u r into doing that thing...being confident, YOU Still SHOULDN'T STOP EXPECTING(lolZ!!) You can always expect the person to cry and regret that they left you cause you are GREATNESS IN THE MAKING..oh they missed on yoU!! Believe me they will, just if you know you are the best. YOU LOVE YOURSELF...and love attracts love!!
its like SOME WILL SOME WON"T SO WHAT SOMEONE ELSE IS WAITING!!!
and love still remains the most divine feeling in the universe...
LOVE- Bhavesh Dodi(y)a
January 06, 2008
The Year That Just Went By...............
It was low to start with,
It was scary to when it begun,
But the courage within me,
The belief within me kept me at run.
It was February, time for wedding bells at home to ring,
I was bored, i didn't want to go
But family's family after all
And it says, "You'll have to GO!"
March and April nothing much happened,
Exams tension kept on heating
Sold papers, earned money and wasted time,
I didn't, but a close friend suffered the beating
Then was the month of May,
Met new people, new friends
Had a good time with them always
But office tension made me feel dread
June was I thought would be the best
I passed my exams and came across love
Was sky high, flying with new vigour
Didn't understand was it loving a person or loving Life.
Days started going by months passed quickly
Everything existing around, I saw them as a myopic
Was truly in awe of that person
Singing songs, acting a nut, my friends claimed, i was truly sick.
Amidst all this September brought enlightenment,
It brought me vision to my dreams
The glasses of it have fit me well
At 17, I consider it as my vehicle to success
And you may say I'm being fast and hasty,
But with this I'm so sure, I could see myself drive a car at twenty.
They say, Love never exists, its a illusion
Never believed it, but Nov-Dec made me realize
Lost my love, my friend showed me his real self
I was shattered, but God within me made me stabilize.
I feel so proud I came across all this
It was the year with sour-sweet-bitter experience,
It was the year I transitted from a immature to mature, child to adult,
It was the year I came across GOD, now my best talk mate,
It was the year I'm happy the way I reacted to things,
It was the year when I saw the world with my own eyes,
It was the year that i truly thank GOD for,
It was the year that I can never forget all my life,
It was the year that just went by.............it was 2007
(Just would like to appreciate myself in pulling out a poem cause a brief on the past year would have been real long. But I'm happy the way its turned out to be)
It was scary to when it begun,
But the courage within me,
The belief within me kept me at run.
It was February, time for wedding bells at home to ring,
I was bored, i didn't want to go
But family's family after all
And it says, "You'll have to GO!"
March and April nothing much happened,
Exams tension kept on heating
Sold papers, earned money and wasted time,
I didn't, but a close friend suffered the beating
Then was the month of May,
Met new people, new friends
Had a good time with them always
But office tension made me feel dread
June was I thought would be the best
I passed my exams and came across love
Was sky high, flying with new vigour
Didn't understand was it loving a person or loving Life.
Days started going by months passed quickly
Everything existing around, I saw them as a myopic
Was truly in awe of that person
Singing songs, acting a nut, my friends claimed, i was truly sick.
Amidst all this September brought enlightenment,
It brought me vision to my dreams
The glasses of it have fit me well
At 17, I consider it as my vehicle to success
And you may say I'm being fast and hasty,
But with this I'm so sure, I could see myself drive a car at twenty.
They say, Love never exists, its a illusion
Never believed it, but Nov-Dec made me realize
Lost my love, my friend showed me his real self
I was shattered, but God within me made me stabilize.
I feel so proud I came across all this
It was the year with sour-sweet-bitter experience,
It was the year I transitted from a immature to mature, child to adult,
It was the year I came across GOD, now my best talk mate,
It was the year I'm happy the way I reacted to things,
It was the year when I saw the world with my own eyes,
It was the year that i truly thank GOD for,
It was the year that I can never forget all my life,
It was the year that just went by.............it was 2007
(Just would like to appreciate myself in pulling out a poem cause a brief on the past year would have been real long. But I'm happy the way its turned out to be)
January 01, 2008
Love-My first Views on it!!!
Abt my views on the most talkd abt topic on this planet may be wud jst be the same as any other. Bt the things are that are mine are dear to me and this one is dear as well though as repetitive it might be.
To be speaking abt this, you really need to have experienced this. yes, i did it as well. To be honest, it is the most divine feeling you cannot experience elsewhere. the one person that means almost everything to you, your life surrounds around the happiness of that one person. it really feels so good some one waiting to talk to you, some one your dying to share things with, some one whom you just can't get enough of. Just when you look into yourself in the mirror and you say, "Is she sure, she really loves me? and you blush thinking abt her!" you always doubt the gravity she has for you. but that little expressions of lov from her after thousands of sentences by you in anticipation really works wonders to your day. all this really seemed crap before, so much into a person really made me think low for someone who did such a thing, but when i went thru all this cliched feelings i realized this is what we call gettin mad behind a person. and its a best friend that you have, and around 20% of a companion. my love was the only person i looked upto in any kind of situation. it was like a diary to me. as we note down things we do in our diary, i told evrything that happend to me. a good situation, ring up; a bad situation, ring up fast; want to go out, plan up; a break down, plan up immediately. Because thats the person who can help you with anything. and after gettin so many things i swear you be ready to change every damn thing abt u. And going thru the changes you never in your life thought you would suddenly feels happy....!!
I do not understand where should i stop...and right now when am resuming writing this I'm filled with too many things....bt do not wish to write after a break...so this is what it is. if u've went thru all this share it..wud be fun to acknowledge. and if anything different again wud be great to know....enjoy!
To be speaking abt this, you really need to have experienced this. yes, i did it as well. To be honest, it is the most divine feeling you cannot experience elsewhere. the one person that means almost everything to you, your life surrounds around the happiness of that one person. it really feels so good some one waiting to talk to you, some one your dying to share things with, some one whom you just can't get enough of. Just when you look into yourself in the mirror and you say, "Is she sure, she really loves me? and you blush thinking abt her!" you always doubt the gravity she has for you. but that little expressions of lov from her after thousands of sentences by you in anticipation really works wonders to your day. all this really seemed crap before, so much into a person really made me think low for someone who did such a thing, but when i went thru all this cliched feelings i realized this is what we call gettin mad behind a person. and its a best friend that you have, and around 20% of a companion. my love was the only person i looked upto in any kind of situation. it was like a diary to me. as we note down things we do in our diary, i told evrything that happend to me. a good situation, ring up; a bad situation, ring up fast; want to go out, plan up; a break down, plan up immediately. Because thats the person who can help you with anything. and after gettin so many things i swear you be ready to change every damn thing abt u. And going thru the changes you never in your life thought you would suddenly feels happy....!!
I do not understand where should i stop...and right now when am resuming writing this I'm filled with too many things....bt do not wish to write after a break...so this is what it is. if u've went thru all this share it..wud be fun to acknowledge. and if anything different again wud be great to know....enjoy!
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